I am 24 and 4 months ago i had a miscarriage, my partner decided the time wasnt right for him and left me,even though we discussed to start family a year before this, that week i went for my scan only to be told i had an empty sac, and was put in a room which how to deal with a maiscarriage leaflet... i went away to have d&c done and then returned home to my family and nothing else was said, all i could think of is how could i deal with this pain and on my own? i decided to give my boyfriend another chance and two weeks ago i found out i was pregnant again! i started to spot and went to the doctors who advised i would miscarry within a couple of days, again my partner left and finished our four year relationship over text, i am suffering with panic attcks and cant seem to cope with this pain, some may look at this and say i should have be on some sort of protection but my partner didnt want me to go back on to my pill, i cant remember the past four months its been an emtional blur, aparently i have been very sad and he couldnt cope with this, every time my heart beats it hurts and on top i cant leave the house due to the panic, please help
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