I've had a miscarriage and and trying to make sense of all my feelings. My boyfriend decided to tell me while I was having a miscarriage he did not want our child nor to move in with me as we had been planning for the last month. I am 39 have no children and have not been married. I am pretty much hopeless right now and see no purpose in life. I have a successful career, and otherwise should not complain about life but have a hole in me the size of the grand canyon that I think only motherhood can fill.
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