Today everything just seems to have come to a head i can not stop crying. i dont think i am strong enough to deal with this loss i feel wierd to not feel my baby inside of me anymore i feel like i dont even know who i am. I meditated as usual but it seems to not be doing the job today, not to mention that this happened on the fourth its the 24 th and i have not talked to the father of my child in a montmy mind is telling me to do things i know i will regret i am trying to think rational but my anger takes over i have not drank in months i thought that would make it better but it did not any advice please i am open thanks and blessed be!
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