It has only been 3 months since I lost my son at 17 1/2 weeks. My friend just had a baby 3 days ago and when I went to the hospital it was the same room I was in when I delivered my little angel. I held it together in the room but as soon as I got to my car again I lost it. I haven't been able to shake this lump in my throat since. I just want my own little baby so much. I know I can't replace my Zachary but I have a need to be a mom. I'm only 21 and I know that is still young but I just have this feeling like if I don't do it now I won't get my chance. That probably sounds crazy but Zach was my 2nd miscarriage and I need to know that my body works right. I don't know I just feel like I'm losing my mind sometimes. Does anyone relate or have any advice for me??
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