I was standing at the sink doing the dishes and this overwhelming rush of hurt and sadness came over me and I just started to cry at how unfair life is that a good friend of mine is now a father and has sent me pics and then there is me, alone never being able to see my son and never being able to see his father again. How fair is that and how does one deal with this. I have been trying to do all i can with therapy and getting a tattoo and doing my own memorial service with just me. am i missing something or not doing something. I just want to hold him in my arms and rock him why couldn't I do that? not fair!
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