I have one little boy who is almost three. We had one miscarriage in August. As hard as it was to recover from it, we were able to heal and tried to move on. I got pregnant again right away after waiting two months. We saw a heartbeat at 6 weeks. Then we had our first ob appt. All was well until last Sunday when I started cramping. I went in and had another ultrasound. They confirmed that we had lost the baby at 9 weeks. I had a D&C on Wednesday. I feel so scared that I may never have another child and I have no idea how I am going to go through the motions of Christmas this year. We are so thankful for the one child that we do have, but we would love to have a sbling for him. I am type 1 diabetic, so I am really blaming myself for this loss, even though the dr\'s have said it probably wasn\'t because of that. I guess we are looking for some hope that we can possibly have another child.
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