Its been 1 week since I lost my baby, I still find it hard to believe, like I have to keep reminding myself that i'm not pregnant anymore- that all the happiness i felt is now transformed into despair. I'm reminded again and again of my loss- everytime i use the restroom and see blood, the maternity clothes hanging in my closet, the person at work who asked if my morning sickness was gone- the pain just seems to beat me over the head. My husband seems completely fine and normal- even starting a fight this morning (of all mornings!) about money and bills. I don't know how to get over this....i know its only been a week, but it seems like it will never end.
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