So my boyfriend is leaving to go overseas on Tuesday and I am freaking out inside. I have never had to deal with this and I have a new respect for Military wife's. We have been talking about marriage a lot lately and we haven't been together very long at all. Thinking about everything is just so much for me right now..worrying about if he will be ok, marriage and everything like that. I know I want to marry him I have never felt so strong about anyone before. I can't sleep very well without having nightmares, I have lost my appetite, and I seem more depressed lately I just hope it gets better but I have a feeling it wont until he gets back. I don't tell him how I feel because I don't need him to be worrying about that when hes over there doing his job and trying to stay safe. I know I am rambling but I just want to know how to deal with this...Im trying to stay busy but there is only so much to do..and with winter around the corner it isnt gonna get any better. None of my friends really understand...so I feel alone. :-(
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