My Fiance has been deployed to Iraq for 7 months now. He was recently home on leave. Those 15 days were the best of my life. We spent as much time together as possible and he asked me to marry him. But last Thursday, when he had to go back, brought so much pain to both of us. We were both in tears to the point where I thought we couldn't cry anymore tears. I thought, I knew what I was getting into when I told him yes, but I didn't think it would be this hard. I feel like half if not all of me left that Thursday morning when he did. I really need someone to talk to.
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