When my husband first told me he was deploying it was months away now that day has come. He left this morning at 7 am. We\he is stationed in Germany where we currently are. I am also in the army so it hit twice as hard. When i came back from saying our goodbyes at the airport i sat in our bed and cried still crying but not as bad. He will be gone for 15 months. What on earth am i going to do without him for 15 months?
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