Okay today is different than any other day. This is my 2nd year in a row that I have been clean. I don't know how to celebrate so I am at home. Before when I was using, new years was like a meth buffet and I am getting flashbacks. Also my veins are so popped out and so I am trying to hide my arms from my eyes. I just had to share this so these flashbacks and temptations loose their power. If anyone is expierencing urges/flashbacks/triggers post it and get it out so that it looses power. I am going to now find something constructive to do and let those thoughts pass.
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