This time of year is hard anyway. This will be the first Christmas I will remember in the past 4yr. I have been clean for 4mo. My weight is increasing which is why I began in the first place. I have mood swings, hot flashes and stay depressed and stressed 24/7. I am on probation for this and now have to go to court in jan. for mary j. I tend to always run to something to help me with my issues whether it be maryj or alcohol. I don't know what to do or who to turn to. No one knows in my family about any of this.
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