mine is xtc im addicted and even though im pregnant i still have the strong urges to do it i have not so much only 4 times and thats it mixed with coke i know what i did was wrong and everything. but i was just starting to be an addict cause last year is when i start expermenting with the hard stuff acid,xtc and coke,meth,crack. thats about all i tried and my favorite too were acid and xtc sometimes i think about the past and miss the strong drug using and wish to do it again but then i have to change my mind quick or else i get into a bad mood cause of the thought of doing it. my mom didnt like who i became i dont blame her, my brother was harsh oh yeah my sister does xtc and acid right infront of his friends, sometimes i wonder if his girlfriend stopped him from trying it or something and hes jealous cause i dont know whats with everyone having to know that i loved my drugs. but now since i have a baby almost here within two months i dont want to use but i do and my boyfriend that loves me and the baby says i cant do it no more and cause jsut one day it could be my last and after hearing that i just want to do it cause it was brought to my attention. so now im just wishing that someone could help me think of other things i can do and ive made the mistake of putting my childs life at stake and so now im worried if my baby will be ok or not but theres a heart beat and im surprised my baby made it this far cause i was on drugs when i conceived and what not, anyone have anything please let me know and they dont have a disscussion for xtc or acid only meth and heroin and coke so yeah xtc is mixed with meth and thats what i got addicted to so theres my story thank u for reading
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