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Methamphetamine is a synthetic stimulant drug used for both medicinal and recreational purposes. Methamphetamine is highly psychologically addictive. Like most stimulants, large doses of methamphetamine can result in a strong feeling of euphoria at the expense of physical fatigue and a strong "come-down" as the drug's effect wears off.

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I had the biggest test....

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Last night I ran into someone from NA and they just had to tell me I could get some killer dope right across the street from the store we were at!!!! Why. Why would you tell a recovering addict that!?! To make it worse, I am in relapse mode, I know this. All I am lacking is actually using. And then I run into this, and to make it even worse, it was so convenient, the bank was right next door!!!! Being where I am and then being faced with that was a HUGE test for me. But..... I am proud to say, I passed!!! I hauled ass into my car and right home, giving myself no option of further concideration. So, I still have my sobriety. Thank God!
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You did a wonderful job. And you did past a very hard test. I am so sorry that you had to go through that. Now that you have master this mountain the rest should get easier. I know that it had to be very hard-- I have to stay away from alot of my family for that reason. After I moved away and started my recovery I had to make the decision not to talk to alot of people I was very close with (an aunt and uncle and even my grandmother ) because it seemed like every time i talked to them they wanted to talk about getting high and that just made me want to use. I am now strong enough to talk to them, we jsut don't talk about how they get high. And they know as long as they are getting high I won't come see them nor will they see my childern which bothers me alot, I have a 11 month old that they have never seen. But those are the things we have to do to stay clean. You should be very proud if yourself-- I am very proud of you
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That is so awesome. You should be proud of yourself.

More testing days to come, but they should get easier.
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I have had a lot of tests preious to this... three years in..... and this was the hardest. I never, even when I was using, wanted it more.
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you deserve a great big hug(I`ll send one)that is really difficult to achieve.
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HI this isDeral and Im ssoooo proud of you you stared the devil himself in the face and said no and that takes courage your a winner and now I would share that experince in the next meeting and who knows you might even save a life so you keep it up and leave that ATM card at home next time ok..luv Deral P.S. write me anytime you want Ill be here for you
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That is so typical of an addict to try to convince another clean addict to get high again. My first year of clean time was full of idiots like this.

One idiot wanted me to see a pound of weed he brought by. I told him I couldn't look at it that I was clean and sober. He then said, "Yeah, that's OK but do you want to see this weed!"

My sponsor prepared me for these idiots by having me tell them to leave and never come back.
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You done great simon Im proud of you man I wish I could buy you dinner hang in ther my brother your an ispiration to all ...Brothers in Christ.LOVE DERAL
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