my husband used to use meth verry heavy while we were dateing and he got soooo bad that we split up and he ended up in prison. well I know when we got married he was clean but in the past 6 months I know in my heart and in my gut that he is back using again. he wont admit it but all his friends do it and he shows all the sighns I have seen in the past except for the acne and weight gain which makes me think that he is just not using all the time. I always told him and myself that if he ever went back on that I would leave without a second thought but now I have one 4 month old son and another one on the way. I am a stay at home mom and I live in hawaii which not only has one of the highest rate of meth useres in the country but also has some of the most expensive rents. I know I can not leave I know I can not change him I wish he would just admit it already because sometimes he makes me think that its just all in my head and that im going crazy. he doesnt know that I check his phone records just so that I know whats going on when he stays out all night and tells me he couldnt answer my calls because he didnt hear his phone ring. I would love to fix my marrage but I am not willing to put my children through this mess. please I need some advice I have never done any drugs before so I dont know if i am setting the bar to high with some of my demands and in the past he has verbally abused me to the point where by the time he left I wouldnt leave the house for a month because it was the only confort zone I had. He was only like that when the drug got really bad but I fear even comming close to that. I wish I could get him to take a ua without putting up a huge fight
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