I am 1 week back from a relapse. I was out for 3 weeks and should have celebrated a year clean the first of January. I was on vacation so luckily I didnt lose my job(this time). A little back ground and here is my dilema....How easy it would be to get high and drop 10 , 15 , eventually 20 pounds. The funny thing is I actually think I look good all sick and skinny. I need to be held accountable. This morning I weigh 190 pounds. It is 6:03 am and I am going to get on the exercise bike and ride 5 miles. I feel like this keeps me a healthy natural weight and for some reason stimulates my sex drive. Have a wonderful day, week and know you are not alone in this struggle for normalcy. J
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