This is not about step one. Have you ever just realized that what you did to yourself was so fucked up? I have been freaking out about using the needle of which I used for two years in my 7 year meth addiction. I just can't believe I stuck a needle in my arm. I get so pissed that I would do such things. Especially sharing needles with users I don't even know. How fucking stupid! I have been tested of course but still!! What the fuck!!!! It even makes me cry, now I am stuck with this forever. My kids(someday) coming up to me saying what's that and what do I tell my child, oh Mommy stuck needles in her arm and that is what's called a permenant track mark!! I mean is anyone with me. I am so pissed at myself. FUCK!!!
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