Im old as hell 58 now- My periods just stopped at exactly 47- 46 was me last year of them- I do not take hormons Ive withered up to an old prune- I look at woman who take hormones they look like old prunes also- So hormones do not help thy looks any- I still get hot flashes but the thing that bothers me most is the cronic tiredness and I do mean cronic cronic cronic- Sinse menapause Its getting worse worse Now i do not want to go anywhere- Im very depressed very depressed I tryed anti depresants The don,t work AT allll ALLL- I feel like I want to just jump off a cliff- Im obsed with death- Some days im afraid Ill just drop dead And other days I want to just drop dead- I feel sexy as wet mop- I haver not had sex since i was 41 Long time- I am married to a man who totally turns my stomack! totally turns my stomack!!! I feel alone alone I am a grandmother Every day depresses me- I hate life but I do not want to die- I blame menapaudse for most of this and astinking rotten marriage I can,t get out of He is old old old 77 now eck!! eck!! Everyday is tireing I have aches and pains I hate menapause It get worse worse worse
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