Today is my first day on a period in 9 weeks. My mood the last sever days has been so cheery...infact my teen commented how much better she likes it when moms feeling silly....than this morning came. Its like I just hit a wall...my head is pounding, the period...well, no way to ignore, its like someone opened flood gates....and i have this overwhelming urge to slap the stupid out of several people. My husband looked at me today before he left for work with that ...oh no, here we go....look. Does anyone else get that sudden mood swing to the ugly mom? I have to go to work today...work in a resturaunt and must put on a happy face...but really want to just take the fork and poke someone....LOL These mood swings are worse than anything i have experienced in the pregnancys I had and between the aches, pains, and hot and cold flashes/sweats...like having the flu without time spent in the bathroom.... IS THERE ANY LIGHT AT THE END OF THE TUNNEL? I cant bear the thought of years and years of this... ;(
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