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Worst thing you have done for weed

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I have done so many things I am ashamed of, all for the sake of smoking more weed. Some dishonest things I have done include:
I have stolen money from my younger sister's savings to buy more.
When I have run out of weed, I have searched the entire floor of my bedroom, trying to find little bits of pot I have dropped, so I can smoke them.
I've stolen bits of weed off other people.
I have failed to show up at friends birthday parties and social gatherings because I was busy buying and smoking weed instead.
Lied to just about everyone I know.
i'm sure there is much worse things that I could do but I think these are pretty bad and shameful things to have done - and I would not do these things if I didn't smoke weed.
What's the worst thing you've done? Please share...
I have stolen money from my younger sister's savings to buy more.
When I have run out of weed, I have searched the entire floor of my bedroom, trying to find little bits of pot I have dropped, so I can smoke them.
I've stolen bits of weed off other people.
I have failed to show up at friends birthday parties and social gatherings because I was busy buying and smoking weed instead.
Lied to just about everyone I know.
i'm sure there is much worse things that I could do but I think these are pretty bad and shameful things to have done - and I would not do these things if I didn't smoke weed.
What's the worst thing you've done? Please share...
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