I don't know if I can do this, I relasped again and feeling really bad about it. What is wrong with me? I keep telling myself that this is the last one.. but it never is. I really want this to stop but I dont think I have the will power to make it stop. I wish that I have never even tried it to begin with, but its too little too late. I'm telling myself as I'm doing it that I will probably die one day from it if I dont stop now. I am scared that I will never be able to stop.
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