So I am having a problem. It's coming back. I smoked pot about two years straight. I couldn't help myself. Everyday all day if I could. Call out of work if I want to stay home and get high. It was terrible. But then I met a girl and I stopped. My desire is gone. I only smoked about 2 times after that and I started to hate it. It would repulse me. But then for my birthday I got this huge nugget. And after that I try to smoke once everyday. I keep coming up with excuses to smoke it. And when I wake in the morning I will regret it. And then after work I want it! I don't want this to be me again! Help me please! Before I loose myself to it!
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