my first time ever getting high, i was 7. my brothers and i were waiting 4 my mom 2 get off work. we were in the car with her boyfriend who was gettin high @ the time. he passed the joint 2 us & we took turns hittin it. i got so blowed, i swear i was hallucinatin. we were so high, we told on eachother.....i didnt get high again until i was 14..i been smoking literally every single day for the last 5 yrs. the longest i didnt get high, was 3 days & i went 3 days withoutt eating..if i put as much motivation in school, as i did findin weed...i woulda been had like, a masters, seriously. i wanna quit, but i feel like i cant. i go 2 work, and take my son 2 school everyday, but other than that, i have 2 be high at all times. it makes me feel like such an awful person. im scared, because this is all i know, i dont have any friends or family i can talk 2 about anything, any advice friends?
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