Hi I'm a mom of 2. I've become an idiot. I do stupid shit all the time. I used to be smart. I've been smoking pot for 21 years now. Wow, has it been that long? I need to quite smoking, for my kids, for my husband, and for myself. But for my kids first. I don't want them to think I'm a loser. I have a bag in my drawer. My husband is out of town. If he were here, he'd take it away from me and help me quit. But I need to do it on my own, NOW. But how? What can I do to be strong? What can help me to stay strong? I don't want to take anything for my addiction. I just need to get over it. I've done it before. I remember a time when we moved and I didn't smoke for over a year because I didn't know anyone who did. How did I do it then? How can I get back to that clear time? Please help me. Please give me any suggestions. How can I keep myself from picking up my bag?
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