I can't stop. I've been smoking almost everyday and more than once a day for 3 years. I quit for a month and got no praise or relief all i wanted was a fat blunt. I finally relapsed after 1 month and 3 days. It felt so good but sent me into a terrible guilt trip, which just led to smoking more. And going back to drugs i used to use. Part of me wants to stop terribly but another part can't even imagine my life without it, and can barley tolerate myself zooted lat alone sober. I was wondering if anyone else that wad interesting in cutting down or even quiting wanted to have a support blog where we post relapses and feelings. Non judgemental anonymous safe place. Help?
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