I can tell that I don't want it anymore...I used it for pain control but now that I'm getting better physically I don't need it anymore but have found that I using it more out of habit now...I have cut wayyy down and have not renewed my prescription purposely because I really really do want to give it up entirely and never pick it back up again. I am a born again Christian and my faith is really high right now to do this,,,my oldest son has kicked it recently successfully and he was very addicted and a big dealer of it also..it has ruined my relations with all of my 3 kids..they are all grown and we have all used it together and now the other 2 are having difficulties in their lives and I know if they quit they would turn things right around...it's just a scapegoat...I hate it now...thanks for letting me vent.
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