im having a hard time not thinking about it 24/7 im considering taking a few pills to calm myself down bc im craving really bad right now. i feel like im spiraling into a dark nothingness with this. i feel like im never going to get clean. i cant say no. i cant convince my self i need help bc the voices in my head from other mental illness tell me im being weak asking for help. i need a blunt or something and i no i cant have it. i just cant let myself cave. any words of advice to kick the down spiral like cold sweats and shakes?
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