Right well heres thing!! I smoked weed, quite alot wer it got t the stage wer i wa perminantly stoned i mean FFS i smelt lyk hamsterdam! But i stopped smokin weed from Jan 07 to about July 07 and i wa so proud of myself, but the reasons y i stopped smokin weed wer bacause i was jus in my own little world and it was a pretty fucked up place to! i perminant cold shivers asif sum1 had stood on my grave, i felt so alone like no1 in whole world understood me! it was asif i had dropped int the set ov a horror movie! i wa so scared and so alone it made me do stupid things!! that im not proud of! but i thaught it happend jus wen i smoked weed but oooh no asif i wasnt going through enuff in my life! about a fuew weeks after i had fully stopped smokin weed theese things started agen i was on the urge of killing myself no joke! ive been smokin weed since i was lyk 10 or summat and the first tym these fellings started werin lyk November 2006 but they stope still happped 4 a yr n cam bk around the same tym a year on! these thing are still happening to me and i havnt smoked weed since last july 07! Pls sum1 help me wtf can i do :'(
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