Okay so I keep telling myself that I'm going to stop using, but a few days later I find myself buying another bag. I do want to stop it's just that I know the withdraws from stopping cold turkey is gonna kill me. I get moody and cranky and end up taking it out on my daughter, which I hate to do. I keep telling myself that the only way your truly be clean is if I went to a rehab facility. this is definately not a choice for me! For one I'm a student and attend classes at night, and the biggest reason.. my family does not know about my problems and they would kill me! How can I stop without having to go into a actual facility? any suggestions would be nice.
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