Marijuana Addiction & Recovery Support Group
This community is dedicated to those looking to overcome their addiction to marijuana, a drug produced from parts of the cannabis plant. Join the group to find support among people who are also looking to cease their habit of smoking marijuana, share your experience, and get advice. It's not easy to kick the habit, but together we can.
So the main reason I quit smoking was so that I could get back together with my girlfriend. I cheated on her and confessed while I was in Mexico with my parents and decided there I would do whatever I had to to get her back. I stayed clean for over a month which was the longest I've ever been able to abstain on my own. Then I found out she wasn't going to move back to Montana and said "fuck it, I might as well get high" like I have done so many times before. That was probably over a month ago and now I'm right back where I started; back in the rut with no idea how to start getting out. I'm worried about what it's going to take for me to actually quit again. Until I had a clear ultimatum of quitting or losing the only girl I've really loved, I had been "on the fence" for a long time about whether or not I wanted to quit. I will always know that I'm a better person when I'm not smoking, but when I am it's so hard to convince myself that I don't want to get high and to take that first step towards clear mindedness. I really hope I can keep my shit together this time around. I don't want to watch my life go by cause I'm too high to get up and do the things I want to do.
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A friend sent this to me..As far as I can see, grief will never truly end.It may become softer overtime, more gentleand some days will feel sharp.But grief will last as long as Love does - ForeverIt's simply the way the absence of your loved onemanifests in your heart. A deep longing accompaniedby the deepest Love some days. The heavy fog mayreturn and the next day, it may recede.Once again, it's...
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Today is my 25th birthday, to my somewhat lack of surprise I can see already no one really seems to care. I've always been the kinda person to make sure that everyone I Care about feels appreciated and knew somebody had their back. I can count 4 times this year when I Went out of my way to make sure a "friend" felt good on their birthday, especially if they got left hanging. Its early in the...
It seems when our motivation to quit changes, we need new reasons to stay clean. What worked for me was the accountability of a 12 step program, specifically marijuana anonymous. I get excited to think of someone who is realizing at a young age that this pot smoking isn't helping them become the person they want to be, instead of going on as is and creating more wreckage reinforcing the cycle of saying "F(*& it" and getting high all the time, putting a stop to it and becoming a product of ones goals and not ones substance abuse.