At first you try it and its fun for a while. Then you do it to enhance other acitvities like the movies or something. Then after a while you just do it cause your bored, then eventually you just do it cause you want to. Soon after that you realize that thats all you want to do anymore. I was recently at a house where the mother and her son and daughter and there friends just sit around all day, every day and just smoke. Thats what made me realize I need to stop. These people have no lives at all, thats what they base their life around it, and it hit me, it hit me hard that I dont want to end up like that. So here I am, I just need help.
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