Hi...I'm out here too. You are not a total loser. I too am a SAHM 1 child & I smoke pot. I would love to email & support one another. One thing I have learned is not to be so hard on yourself. I have not quit smoking yet. Not pot & sad to say not cigs either. I smoked a couple of cigs this weekend. I have a hard time not smoking when around othrers who do smoke, especially if I've had a few drinks. So I try not to drink or smoke but I am not perfect. Do the best you can do. Get outside...even in the rain. Feel good about yourself & the rest seems to fall into place. Take care & hope to hear from you soon.

You can email me anytime, I am the same as you minus the kids. I know how you feel when you call yourself a loser, I find myself saying that about myself a lot. But then again, if you emailed me we would probably just end up depressing each other to death. ;)

While I am not a mom yet, my own mother was a pothead while I was growing up.

When I found out that she did it I was really freaked out, because I had only been taught about drugs at school and on tv, and didn't realize the difference between a (mostly) harmless drug like weed and serious drugs like cocaine.

Once I grew up a little though, I obviously understood.

I always liked it when my mom was high though. She was always happy and in a good mood.

What I didn't like was when she drank. Then she would get irritable and emotional.

I think it's way better to be a pothead mom than an alcoholic mom, so just stay off the booze!

Also, I don't think that we are "losers" at all.

A lot of people who have never smoked weed are uptight and closed-minded.

While toking impairs your ability to perform some tasks, I believe it also allows us a fresh perspective on the world.

I think that potheads are the people with the best ideas, unfortunately we always forget them or are too lazy to make them materialize.