It will be 6 weeks tomorrow with no weed for me. I will be honest in saying that it hasnt been easy. But I am sooo happy with myself at this time. Monday I can start looking for a job in the medical field,which I went to school for last year,and I can be sure I will past a drug test when asked. My goal is to stay clean for 4 months,that will be the longest i've been clean in 24 years. My attitude is so very different this time around. I use to think it was my "medicine" for my bi-polar illness,but these last few weeks I have finally realized I do better on my meds WITHOUT the weed interfering.And have finally admitted to myself that I am a addict and cannot control myself once I start smoking again. Thats whats different this time...I am clean now..and plan on staying clean!!! OH WHAT A FEELING!!!!!
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