My life has fallen apart over the past two years and that's about as long has I have been smoking pot. In college I smoked all day every day- I probably still would if I didnt have to work. I know it is getting out of hand. I get cranky and irritated if I go a day without it... I know that I use it as a crutch, as a way to escape. But I want to ask this: why not? I deal with my issues every single day. I think about them non stop, so what is wrong with wanting a couple hours of peace? What's wrong with allowing myself to be happy- just for a little while. I kno everyone says "well all your problems will still be there" I know that- but for a few hours a day I can live in the present and not dwell on the past or worry about the future. What is the harm in it, really?
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