This is my first week sober since I was about 12, i'm 25 now... i've spent maybe a day to a few days sober, depending on if I couldn't reup on my bud or whatever. But now I am forcing myself to stop smoking, I am not even sure I want to do this, but I feel like it's the right thing to do. I've come to the painful realization, that it's karma slightly for all my troubles with this. I used to make fun of people that would tell me it's really hard to quit marijuana, I would respond " marijuana is proven to be not physically addictive. " well guess what, now that i'm trying, i'm finding out i was dead wrong. i really want to quit, but this is hard. It's weird, this seems to be harder than when I quit heroin cold turkey. I really am fiending right now and I REALLY want to get high, but I won't allow it. I'm feeling all sorts of anxiety, obsession with the idea of getting high, there's a knot in my stomach, I can't stop thinking about it for the love of god. How long will this last? I have trouble going to sleep, i refuse to allow myself to uptake any sort of other addictions I have. I.E. smoking more cigarettes or drinking more. I'm still only @ 2-3 cigarettes a day and 1 beer every few days. I want to know, how long will this last? I slowly feel the fog lifting from over my mind, but how long until it leaves my system and I can finally start feeling at peace, psychologically and physically? I guess time will tell, I could really use some support...