I'm getting so much tingling and burning in my back, and stabbing in my legs, and every joint hurts. I can't find an LLNeurologist at all anywhere. I have asked every lyme support group within 100 miles of me or more...and neither can they. There are some in Jersey... ugh. Since I got home I have been feeling worse and worse and pretty sure I'll be taking a sick day tomorrow. I have such a phobia of doctors I don't know where to turn around here. I guess I need to call my LLMD tomorrow and get some advice. I got through work today and didn't realize how very bad I was until I tried to drive home. I feel like such a hypocrite b/c one minute I am up and optimistic and the next minute I am pretty sure this is as good as it gets.
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