If anyone else is suffering from it...please message me or something. It's been a couple years for me, but the anxiety and depression especially that's lingered from it are killing me. As well as a lot of guilt and the urge to hide the fact that I'm sick from everyone including myself. It's not that I'm really feeling things like I used to. I'm a little achey from time to time, I had a baby relapse a few weeks ago, started back on my medical diet (I have no doctor anymore by the way) of low sugar/carbs and I was feeling better until last night when I got really sad again. I just hate doing it alone, no one understands, family, friends, boyfriend, no one can relate. No one feels good when I don't feel good, and I came to DS.org so that I don't really find myself feeling alone anymore. I get angry when I feel alone, but more because I'm trying to hide a sadness. So...if anyone is out there...
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