I can't help but lie... Sometimes it is over the stupidest things! I've been lying for multiple year... Seems as far back as I can remember! I just lie, doesn't matter if it's to a stranger, my wife, or a friend. Finally all the lies have caught up to me and my wife is distraught and ready to leave me... I need to make a change and I am turning to the online community here for help. I feel so worthless, terrible, and just straight up idiotic!!! I have ruined the trust I worked to build with my wife and getting it back is going to be even harder!