Came home from the rheumy...I had too many inflammations in the joints and the tendons to get cortisone injections, My hands and my feet were really bad (no wonder I had so much pain) and my labwork wasnt very good. My rheumy told me that my lupus was very aggressive and that was the reason why Ive had so many flares during the summer. I got a 3 weeks prednisone pack and some tramadol and if Im not better after 3 weeks they will put me on mtx. I feel so sad today. I hate being sick. I started to cry when I spoke to the nurse about my bloodworks. It feels like Im too overwhelmed about everything. I need some vacation from being ill. I had feever all night, didnt get very much sleep. Feel so fucking sick. Hate it!!!
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