Today has been a hard day. I got up and did all my stable chores but right when I got out there I got nausea bad and vomited. My new Rheumy isn't to fond of giving pain med's out and I am realizing that I will need some help with this. My days are long now and I have a lot of responsibility with no extra help. I have to do this and keep praying this will work out. But today I was worried and frustrated. Then by the afternoon I had to lay down...it was only for an hour but I am so tired again. I am thinking about trying the low dose of prednisone again. UGH ...I am really stuck in a hard spot. I have had so many problems with the meds thru the years that now I don't have many choices left. I had a break down on the prednisone...can't stay on it for long now or it comes back. Plaqaunil caused problems with eyes...yeah I know rare...but that was me. Methotrexate caused scarring on my lungs...was on it for many many years...Enbrel allergic...Humira had my other issue with Shingles. I don't know what they can do now...and I know this is going to be a problem soon. So sorry...just worried tonight and I guess I need to vent.
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