So much of my time is consumed with illness. I am fortunate to be in considerably good health, but my life is very limited by fatigue. So, now I am 31 and feeling the fertility age limit pressing in. The persuit of a partner is one that takes considerable energy and putting forth ones best. So despite being attractive, I feel so self conscious of this illness. My glands are swollen and I keep losing my voice, I cannot do the activities that I have enjoyed in the past without very understanding companions (such as hiking)...I am losing hope and becoming depressed over this. It is hard enough to deal with life alone, and I am starting to feel as if there will be no repreive. That life will just get harder...
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