Well I made it one week being out of the group and have been miserable without my lifeline......I miss my friends here and being able to help other people experiencing the same thing I do. It gives me purpose. I didnt leave for attention or "crying wolf"...I left because I couldnt cope with the drama and fighting I was experiencing. Many of my friends here told me how much they miss me and want me back in the group. I realized that I need you all as much as some of you need me. Thank you to all who sent me such loving messages. You brought me back to the reality that I should not let others take something away from me which is so important for my survival of dealing with APS and lupus.
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