I used to be the energizer bunny-full of energy,sweetness, calm, and happy no matter what. I would clean vigorously, and all the time, now I try so hard to keep up and I still feel like I'm drowning. I take too many pills sust so I can do what needs to be done and god only knows what that will do to me later but right now I don't care, I want to be normal I work full fime as a nurse, stressfull enough, come home to aanother full time job of cleaning, cooking, homework, gymnastics, fun family time. I am so far behind in my bills and my cleaning I just throw things in a room and shut the door. recently I've decided I'm doing my own version of "clean house" and for at least an hour everday I'm doing my reguar stuff and then pickiing something to organize and get ready for a yard sale, and move things out of my way so I can have my house back. However since starting my endevour I cannot sleep, I ache all the time I'm taking pain killers like they are candy and I'm generally sick and depressed. I feel like I do everything and I ask for help but It gets me no where, sorry this is so long and whiney but I really need help learning how to juggle this mess-you would think having this stupid disease for over 6 years now I would have figured something out but no! If any one has any thing that can help me please give me some advise I feel like I'm seriously drowning in my own house. thanks for listening you guys have been the best.
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