I'm feeling VERY HORRIBLE,between yesterday and today. Ihave trouble walking around I hurt so bad and I'm very weak. pain meds dont seem to be helping,yesterday evening my husband had to bath me and help me out. My lower back and legs hurt and so does my shoulders and neck. I cant even hold my arms over my head. I seem to be very thrusty but not in the mood to drink nor eat. I feel like I'm burning up but my temp is 96.2. my ankles and wrist also are hurting just sitting here and typing.Last time I felt this bad I was put in the hosiptal with a hig CPK level. And was told my muslces are breaking down and leaking into my system and was put an IV for 6 days to flush my kidneys.I'am so sick of feeling SICK. I just want to be normal again and have a normal life again. If I'm still like this in the morning I'm gonna have to break down and go to the dr's.I dont know if these are any signs of lupus or not I wish the dr would put a dx on me so I can be treated with the right meds.
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