Hi, I take my MTX every Friday night after work, 20mg. I find that by Wednesday I start to get blue. Getting up in the morning seems harder, working seems hards, life in general feels harder. When Friday rolls around I resist taking the MTX until the very end of the evening, and then I am really blue, I become spacey and Saturday I am useless. Please, please let me know how you feel. Is this normal? Is this my new normal? Please help. I usually sign my name Hugs, Hope, but tonight I feel like sofocating in New York. :(
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