Ughh..I feel so bad today. Family is driving me crazy. My family is weird, they dont ask me how I am feeling anymore. Mom makes nasty remarks that hurt my feelings. I have had a history of depression and have taken meds for it. I feel lost, sad all the time, low energy, I just want to stay sleeping and cry all day. I havent had a cry in a long time. I have so much resentment, anger and misery inside, my soul feels broken. I do not know what to do anymore. Bro and sis get more attention. Sometimes I wish they would just say hey are you ok? do you need anything? can i get your dialysis bag for you? can i cook for you? how about a big hug ? or an i love you? :(
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