Woke up this morning badly sick. Hurt bad and sick to my stomach. I know its the Lupus and Fibro and fatigue. But I hate what I have I plain Hate it. I am suppose to have a brain scan Thursday. I feel off kilter. Iam tense to the point I dont want to be here. I wont do anything but I am thinking bad thoughts, I have OCD that my thoughts race constantly. Oh my I ache and hurt badly and my stomach is in knots which makes it cramp. Iam scared. I want to go back to normal, but that isnt going to happen.My arms are covered with red veins due to the lupus, I hurt so bad dont know how to cope today. Iam good with others but Iam rough on myself. Dont want this, so tired and naseated. Sick
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