Hey, I was on this site last year alot and it was helpful when my mom was dying from Lung Cancer. Its been almost 11 months now since she has been gone and I really have to say...anything that can go wrong has gone wrong since she left. 7 people in my immediate family died this year, along with a very close family member turning to alcohol after being sober for many years, among other horrible things. Did anyone go through a period of time like this? I feel very lost because my mom was my backbone and my best friend. I feel like things wouldnt feel so terrible if she was here. I feel myself sinking down and I do what I have to do since I have a 3 year old, but I feel terrible deep down. I am definitely not sleeping at all which is making me so fatigued, I am haunted by dreams of my mom. People have told me to go to counseling, or seek medication. I am not opposed to either but I would rather not take pills if I had a choice. Did anyone go through something like this? ANy feedback would be so helpful, thank you.
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