
LOVE ADDICTION Community Group
This forum will help all who wish to recover and gain some tools to be able to cope and deal with the issues stemming from our emotional problems that are hurting our relationships on a day to day basis...The relationship with ourselves as well as others...The solution is here for the taking..

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I rang him. Can't believe it. I just did it. Out of the blue. Nothing else to say. I've let myself down.
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I need to know i am worthwhile and loveable... i need to understand that this journey will be filled with ups and downs.. i need to get back on the horse and try again..this time with a little more clarity and awareness of what my triggers and defects are... and to analize what and how i am feeling...
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**I must admit, I am starting to COMPLETELY lose respect for myself because I am totally responsible for my behavior at this point; I am starting to truly think that I get involved with emotionally or otherwise unavailable men becauSE I don't truly want a full relationship and all that it would entail. I had healthier relationships when I was younger and feel like my dysfunctional relationship patterns have gotten more firmly established throughout my thirties. This is not logically what I want for myself, to suffer, feel loved, then abandoned,etc. but it seems to be all that I know at this point.
I am not feeling much patience with myself right now although I have been praying about this and trying to gain some clarity.
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