So I have absolutely no potential for a relationship with a woman right now. None whatsoever. Deep down there is a part of me that is very NOT OK with this. He is restless and uneasy. He is worried that everyone else is in one and he'll be left out. He's unsettled and anxious that he'll get older and soon he won't be able snatch the young beautiful woman who will complete his life and then he'll be alone. He's ashamed and feels incomplete. Most of all, he can't enjoy himself in his own body in this beautiful spring. He is depressed and not excited about anything. He mopes all day, mostly disguised moping. Ah, the ceaseless inner restlessness.
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